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It's been like forever and a day since I've posted in here! I've been doing alot on myspace soo yeah. That's why I'm hardly ever here on xanga anymore. Plus school, honor bands, friends, and my boyfriend have been keeping me extremely busy all month long! School is plain evil right now.. I hate it. I really, really do.. But anyway, yeah. WKU Honor Band was fun. I did that the 19th-21st and it was awesome. I seen Jessica, Brandon, and Julia from All-District and I met three guys who played trumpet that were in my band. One of them goes to Glasgow High School and his name is Daniel, and he's a senior. lol. I love him to death! He's really cool, and very nice and easy to talk to. He's going to be going to WKU in the fall, so this'll be interesting if I end up going to WKU in the fall of 2007. I don't know where I'm going to be going to college yet.. Either Murray or WKU.So yeah. We'll see about that when it gets closer to time. I've narrowed my major in college down a bit.. I now have three choices for a major and they are: Music, Psychology, or Art.

Hmsies.. I'm going to Quadstate at Murray in February.. So yay for me! lol. Ooh! Update on mine and Patrick's relationship. January 20th was our 1 month anniversary! YaY! lol. Surprising.. I know. Oh.. And.. He's STILL a virgin. Surprising, I know. We actually have intelligent conversations most of the time, we act like ourselves around each other, we agree most of the time, we hardly argue.. And when we do argue and stuff we can't stay mad at each other for more than two minutes.. We're weird like that. He tells me he loves me, but I'm still shaky on it. I trust him, and I don't think he'd ever do anything to purposely hurt me.. And he loves music as much as I do.. So it's just like, wow. For the first time I actually have a boyfriend that can be shy and quiet and laid-back, but at the same time loud and out there. He's so different from me in some personality traits but yet, we're also so similar in interests and some aspects of our personality. I think he has to be one of the most compatible guys I've ever been with, so it's just like really amazing. And I love it! Also, since we don't get to spend much time with each other, it's really awesome when we do get to spend time together because it makes you appreciate one another a whole lot more than you would if you get to see them every single day. Which also reduces the amounts of arguements and stuff in a relationship, at least that's my opinion about that. But, yes, enough of my babbling on and on and on about how much Patrick means to me and how great and wonderful and special he is to me.. I'm sure all of you D-Springs people get enough of me talking about him at school all day, so yeah, lol. I'll just stop now.. Before I make someone hurl because of my mushy-ness.

Anyways, I'm tired I just got home around 8:30 from Patrick's. I've been with him all day long since about 9:15 this morning. So yeah. I'm sleepy, so I'm going to go to bed. I'll write more later and try to update here on my xanga more than I have been. Peace Out!!

I <3 Patrick!!

xoxo Meggera

Hola!

La la la.. Not much to say or really do right now. It's almost fifteen until six.. I'm supposed to call Patrick on his cell I think this morning so he'll wake up for school on time, and plus so we can talk a little bit before he has to leave. Yep. We're just weird like that. I have all-district today in the afternoon. I have to go to the school around 3:45 since that's when we're gonna load the bus and leave and then I won't be home until like 9:50ish-10:00. Which is going to suck. Because I'll get extremely bored. Since like, yeah. Because Traci is a flute player and so she'll be in the front row, and I'm guessing since Jon plays bari sax he'll be sitting in the third row with all the low brass type people. And me, I'm stuck in the second row with a bunch of people I don't know. Well at least Traci, and Jon will be there for when we're on breaks and stuff.. But yeah, I'll probably call Patrick during one of the breaks, depends on how many we get. Hehe. Yeah. This is going to be interesting. I wonder if I'll see anyone I've met at woodwind camp or WKU Honor band at All-District today? I don't know. A friend of Patrick's said that she knows me, how, I don't know. I don't even remember what he said her name was. Shows how much I pay attention, doesn't it? Haha. Yes, well. That's just me being myself and not listening.. as usual. Heh, what's new? lol.

Gah, I've been up all night, and I'll probably stay up for the rest of the day.. Hopefully. I'll probably go play the sims 2 or go work on my myspace profile. Since I'm obsessed with myspace and xanga both now.. Or something. I don't know. Anyways, yeah. I really don't want Christmas break to come to an end.. It's going to be sadder than sad when I go back on monday. Well, I have to go tomorrow, but I get to leave at 8:05 because of All-District.. YAY! And yeah. Yep, all-district is today (thursday), tomorrow (friday), and then on saturday we have early morning rehearsal and then lunch and then a quick rehearsal after that and then the concert at two. And that lasts until four. Patrick is wanting to come up and see me on saturday for the concert. So if my mom rides with my aunt up there, then I'm going to show them where he lives or just have him give me his address and I'll give it to them so that after they get back into town from taking me to rehearsal they can swing by and pick up up at 12:30 or 1:00 and get back up there in time to see the concert and he can see me and then I'll tackle him and huggle him to death. Which I'll have to introduce him to Traci and Jon after that. Oh and if Zach goes I'll introduce them too. Zach is the only one that knows me and Patrick are together. But none of them have ever met him, so therefore they don't know what he looks like. So yeah. I'll just have to introduce everyone.. Like whoa! Anyways, I'm going to go now.. It's now five until six. I have to call Patrick in a few. So yeah. I'll write more later, hopefully. *Muah* Bye!

I <3 Patrick!!

xoxo Meggera oxox

I seen this on Tina's xanga and I instanly found out who she burgaled the idea from and I decided to do it too! woot and so here it is. (some answers may not be suited for young viewers):

Megan needs a theme song anyone have some suggestions?

MEGAN NEEDS HELP

MEGAN NEEDS SOLUTIONS

Megan is a sorry mother f***er         --- AH! I so am not one.. that's what the results said though!---

Megan needs to grow a spine

Megan needs to have a sit-down chat with her mum, and tell her exactly how she
feels about the way she is being used.

Megan needs an organ transplant        ---Actually no.. Crazy results!--

Megan needs a friend

Hola!

Hah. Well Merry Christmas Everyone!! woot woot! Hah. Yes, well, life has been glorious for me lately. Wow. That's a change. Hahah, yes, well.. I've been happier than I have been in months now that Patrick and I have gotten together. I don't know why, but I have a really good feeling when I think about him and talk to him on the phone. I don't know. Maybe I'm just being stupid, but we're always talking on the phone since we do live in two different towns, but they're not too far apart so that's great. And I have friends that go to my school that see him alot during the week and on weekends and stuff, so they can tell me if he's been screwing around or whatever. But I doubt he is. I seriously doubt it. This is the first time I've never really been afraid of a semi-long distance relationship. All the other times I've been afraid that the guy would cheat on me.. Heck, I was scared that Anthony would cheat on me and he goes to my school.. And now I know that I should've been more trusting and less worried about it. Because he never did. And for that, I'm happy. I don't know what I would've done with myself if he would've cheated on me. Even just thinking that he would've done that makes me feel ashamed. I now feel like a complete, selfish dork for thinking he'd do that to me. He's too sweet. And yes, I'm still talking about Anthony. But that's just because he was like one of my bestest friends in the world and now it's like nothing was ever there. But eh, I've learnt to deal with it. Only time will heal all wounds.

But yes, back to Patrick. Oh dear, am I comparing them? I hope not. I try not to compare ex-boyfriends with my current boyfriend. But Patrick is so sweet and nice, and he's just awesome! He loves to sing and play music.. He writes his own songs, his own music he plays the Tuba in the marching band and he plays guitar and he's going to be learning to play the piano soon.. He's amazing! He's musically inclined like me! YAY! Finally someone that speaks MY language! Well.. Besides Traci and Zach. But yeah. He's also taking choir as an elective at his school.. They can do that there.. And I'm so jealous now!! I really wanted a choir for either an afterschool program thing or a class in school.. I think it'd be fun! But NO! They can't do that. Because they're stupid! Yes, well, okay, now I'm done with my rant on that. Haha. Gosh I'm so super happy.. I'm starting to scare myself!! OH WOW! That's a first too!

That reminds me! Patrick came over Thursday. Yep, last thursday.. He came over. We talked mostly, and made out. But yeah, that's about it. It was fun. He met my mom and I met his mom and personally I don't like his brother all that much.. Why do they have to be twins?? UGH! Haha. Nah, actually I can tell them apart. Mostly on how they act if they're both wearing hats. But if they're not wearing hats then I can tell Pattycakes (that's what I call him) from his (evil) brother, Steven because Patrick has curly-ish hair and Steven has straight hair. That's really the only difference between them besides their personality. Put hats on both of them and then you have a problem. So yeah. This will be interesting. Sounds like a fun adventure for me. Hah, well I should have my own show and call it "Megan's Dating Adventures!" It would be a classic t.v. show and I'd have millions of viewers all over the nation and then I'd be able to make it into a movie and star in it myself! woot woot! Yes.. I can see it now.. *day dreams* Okay. That's enough of that. *snaps back into reality*

Oh wow. I'm like super tired. So I'm going to go now. Merry Christmas to All and to All a Good night!!

XoXo Meggera oXoX

Here's a survey about me.. I burgaled it from Tina! LOL! Have fun with it.

I AM: Megan I WANT: you! I HAVE: lost my mind I WISH: for a car and a job I HATE: your mom I MISS: patrick I FEAR: heights and rejection I HEAR: music I SEARCH: for the answers to life I WONDER: if it's worth it in the end.. I REGRET: lets not go there I ACHE: when i do the dance to the cotton eye joe song.. it's tiring! I ALWAYS: sing I AM NOT: a whore I DANCE: alot I SING: all the time I CRY: too much I WRITE: poetry and songs. I LOSE: everything.. I CONFUSE: everyone and myself I NEED: to get my permit I SHOULD: clean more often YES OR NO (N EXTRA ANSWERS..^^) You keep a diary: yes. just my xanga and myspace though You have a secret journal: no.. not since i was like seven You set your watch a few minutes ahead: eh.. no. You bite your fingernails: yes. when im nervous. but if they're painted with nail polish, no. Take a shower everyday: yep Have a(any) crush(es): yeah.. im dating him now though! :D Been hurt: too many times to count Want to get married: in the future Have any tattoos/where?: no.. but i want one. Piercing/where?: no.. i think maybe my ears one day.. Think you're a health freak: umm no. FAVORITE... NUMBER: 14 COLOR: pink and black.. because they're prettyful together DAY: Saturday FAVE MONTH: July SONG: i don't know.. i have too many favorites to pick just one! FOOD: Pasta FAVE SPORT: soccer and volleyball DRINK: dr pepper VEGGIES: carrots, tomatoes, radishes, bell peppers, celery, broccoli, and cucumbers FRUIT: tangerines, oranges, watermelon, apples, plums, nectarines, apples, honey dew melon, cantalope, cherries, and strawberries FAST FOOD: chicken nuggets.. HECKS YA! IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU: CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? yeah BOUGHT SOMETHING? yep GOTTEN SICK? no.. my throat hurt though but not anymore GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no MISSED SOMEONE? yeah HUGGED SOMEONE? yeah FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no WOULD YOU EVER... 1. Eat a bug? if i was hungry enough and that was my last option 2. Bungee jump? no.. i hate heights 3. Hang glide? no.. once again i hate heights 4. would you cheat on your bf/gf?: NO! I've been down that road before.. IT SUCKS AND MESSES EVERYTHING UP!! And plus i'd hate myself again.. and besides i've learnt my lesson! 5. Have sex with someone you don't love? No. If there's no love, there's no beauty or meaning to it. 6. Kiss someone of the same sex?: No. 7. Parachute from a plane? only if i had too.. but why the freak would i be in a plane if i hate heights? 9. Go out with someone just for his or her looks?: no.. personality is the key! looks are just a bonus. 10. For their reputation? no.. because that's just as bad as dating them for their looks.. it's shallow on your part. 11. Be a vegetarian?: no.. i'd shrivel up into nothingness.. i love meat! 12. Wear plaid with stripes?: hah! it's just something else that i could use to make myself different and stand out! 13. IM a stranger? Yeah.. i've done it already. 14. Sing karaoke? Maybe.. but probably if someone sung with me. 15. Get drunk?: umm.. must we go there?? LOL! hah. it only depends on the situation.. but i wouldn't make it a habit. 16. Shoplift? NO 17. Run a red light? i'll try not to. 18. Dye your hair blue? no.. 19. Be on Survivor? it'd be fun 20. Wear makeup in public? NO! um... yeah. i do wear a little right now. 21. NOT wear makeup in public? i have.. and i looked horrible! 22. Make Someone cry? if they made me cry first! 23. Kick a baby? NO!! I'm not like Kirkwood.. IM NOT A CHILD ABUSER.. (lol, long story) 24. Date someone more than ten years older than you? umm no. because that's nasty.. and besides that's beyonce's job!! HAHA 25. Stay up all through the night? yeppers.. i've done it tons of times. HAVE YOU: 2.made out with a friend? yeah. it was fun 3.been rejected? yeah lots of times 4.been in love? twice 5.used someone? not that i know of. 6.been used? i hope not. 7.been cool? im the definition of cool!  8.done something you regret? why do you keep wanting to go there?? HMM? but yes, im sure everyone has though. 9. you touched? well the last person i touched was my mom because i was helping her file her nails and such. 10.you talked to? my dad like two seconds ago 11.you hugged? i hugged patrick 12. you IMed? tina 13.you kissed? patrick 14.you had sex with? im not answering that. 15.you yelled at? no one 6.you laughed with? my mom 17.who broke your heart? oh gee.. THAT'S A DUMB QUESTION! 18.who told you they loved you? your mom. haha.. not really. no one. except for patrick but i told him that he didn't need to say that until we get into the relationship a bit more because i don't want to waste my time saying those three words if i don't really mean them. and plus i have a hard time accepting the fact that someone besides my family members loves me. DO YOU 19.dye your hair? no.. never. 20. have any tattos? no.. i want one though 21.have piercings? no.. maybe my ears or bellybutton one day 22.have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yeah. his name is Patrick! of course. 23.own a webcam? yeah 24.own a thong? um no. 25.ever get off the computer? sometimes. but most of the time i have an away message on. HAVE YOU /DO YOU/ARE YOU... 26. stolen anything? no 27. schizophrenic? no 28. are you obessive? a little 29. panic? alot 30. if you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? either with patrick or at a party with all of my close friends 31. what facial feature do you like most about a guy/girl? eyes 32. would you vote for a woman presdent? yeppers peppers 33. would you marry for money? no... but JP would! 34. Have you had braces? no 35. do you pluck your eyebrows? no 36. do you like mustaches? they look good on some people but on others they look funky or even bad 37. when did you last have a hickey? around november-ish 38. By who? nick..... i slapped him whenever i seen it. 39. who do you want to kiss? patrick.. BUT if i could i would kiss elijah wood.. or oralando bloom.. or any hot country singer! 40. If you could get stuck with anyone in a closet who would it be? Do you really want me to answer that?? LOL